Kangen!!!!
Helloooo, sorry banget gue udah lama ga ngeblog, abisan gue lagi sibuk sibuknya belajar, ngurusin mos gtgt deh, nanti gue pasti cerita kok. Oke deh nanti gue cerita ttg mos yaaa, sabar sabar kalian semuaaa :)
senyoRRRRRR
its been a month since the call. am i doing ok? no. i guess a big no. i keep listening to sad playlist i specially made for u, rereading our conversations, just to be reminded of how much i love talking to you, what i believe have shown ur most vulnerable part of urs yet seen as the shiniest diamond in my eyes. i cannot put my head around how smart u are how funny u are how compassionate u are as a person as a friend and what i hoped as a lover when i first met you, not even a second that i would think u'll leave such a big impact in my life like what im feeling right now. never think that ill make a blogpost about how frustrated i am to love you this deeply even before....and even before im able to meet you in person, to hold you, hug you, even before all that. so i guess what im feeling is, am i being too deeply invested in a very short time? while youre still busy having a panic attack after seeing ur ex on ur timeline? am i that desperate of a person to be in love with someone...
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